Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothings greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

me n my cousin at lunar












hi peeps!






been ages since i blogged. shall start from cny. well, same old visitings n all. went to his relative's place as well. anyway its always this 1 thing we love abt cny isn't it? red packets! haha. meantime, i got to know this person, who looks alot like kenny.



n comes valentine's day. the day some can't wait for while some dread for n wish this day never comes. for me it was jus another ordinary day. he wanted to meet up but i din return any of his calls nor smses. come to think of it i felt rather mean to him. he bought pressies for me, wanting to bring me out but i rejected him so hard. now i start to reminisce the things he did for me n how he treats me even though i know its impossible for us to get back again.




lotsa clubbing n drinking. lunar, dragonfly, mos, nana, bq, work. my time rotates around these places wit the new person i knew. been spending most of my time wit him these few weeks.




exams are nearing, i begin to feel panicky since i haven been studying, or i shld say i haven been very serious wit schwork this sem. so this period of time i spent was mugging in mac's or at home. but i have to admit i did not give my all for the preparation. thus, all the mugging din really pay off. kinda disappointed in myself for allowing all these shit to happen to me.




n subsequently holidays r here. which means results are soon to be out. really dread for this day to come. feeling like i'm taking a roller coaster ride that never ends. very contradicted n vexed regarding stuffs surrounding me. how i wish i know exactly wat i wan in life, n a direction to look ahead of. but i dun. n this person i spend a lot of time wit nowadays starts to make me lose directions of wat i felt was right. now i'm all confused n puzzled by all my doings again. can someone tell me if i made the right choice? i really dunno how long i can take all these anymore.