me n my cousin at lunar












hi peeps!






been ages since i blogged. shall start from cny. well, same old visitings n all. went to his relative's place as well. anyway its always this 1 thing we love abt cny isn't it? red packets! haha. meantime, i got to know this person, who looks alot like kenny.



n comes valentine's day. the day some can't wait for while some dread for n wish this day never comes. for me it was jus another ordinary day. he wanted to meet up but i din return any of his calls nor smses. come to think of it i felt rather mean to him. he bought pressies for me, wanting to bring me out but i rejected him so hard. now i start to reminisce the things he did for me n how he treats me even though i know its impossible for us to get back again.




lotsa clubbing n drinking. lunar, dragonfly, mos, nana, bq, work. my time rotates around these places wit the new person i knew. been spending most of my time wit him these few weeks.




exams are nearing, i begin to feel panicky since i haven been studying, or i shld say i haven been very serious wit schwork this sem. so this period of time i spent was mugging in mac's or at home. but i have to admit i did not give my all for the preparation. thus, all the mugging din really pay off. kinda disappointed in myself for allowing all these shit to happen to me.




n subsequently holidays r here. which means results are soon to be out. really dread for this day to come. feeling like i'm taking a roller coaster ride that never ends. very contradicted n vexed regarding stuffs surrounding me. how i wish i know exactly wat i wan in life, n a direction to look ahead of. but i dun. n this person i spend a lot of time wit nowadays starts to make me lose directions of wat i felt was right. now i'm all confused n puzzled by all my doings again. can someone tell me if i made the right choice? i really dunno how long i can take all these anymore.